Dear Who

     I just wanted to say thank you.  I read your message last night and I wrote back but when I clicked post it sent me to sign in,  and I lost the whole thing.  I was just a little mad, lol.  I want you to know I do understand my bipolar for the most part.  I have been dealing with it for as long as I can remember.  It got really bad when I was about 13 and I have been on and off all kinds of meds.  I am not on any now and nor will I ever go back on meds.  I end up with almost all the side effects and I would rather be a wake and able to take care of my daughter and husband then sleeping and sick.  I am sure I am hard to deal with at times,  but I think they like me awake to,  I hope lol.  Today seems better so far,  thank you again its nice to know someone is paying attention and cares about others.  God bless you and I hope we all are blessed with the things we need in life.  

Ok so every day I get up and sometimes need to be reminded why. I love my little girl and my husband and I know they love me. I just feel like a waist of a person, like I have nothing to offer them and I can't make our situation any better. I have spent so much time in the last few weeks just crying and trying to find help. Be it a job I can do from home or someone who can give us the little bit of help we need. $2,000.00 is what we need to get out of trouble. I am exosted from all the stress. I am about to go see my land lord and give her our only money twards this months rent witch was due on the first. We will still owe her 95 and then have to try to come up with the rent plus other bills in just 1 week from now. I am so afraid of whats to come. Our ecconomy sucks and its only going to get worse. What is the Government going to do with all of us needing food and shelter, most likely just let us die and kill each other. I can't bare to think of it any more. I am sick of crying for the day. I wish everyone well and God bless you all.

thank you so much,  even though I may not get money help here at least I can shair.  Bipolar has been very hard for me and they say it is different for everyone,  I am a rappid cycling bipolar,  so I am up and down all the time. 

I wish I could help you and when I find something I'll be sure to let you know.  I feel for you,  our bills are way backed up.  Its so sad that our government wastes so much money on stuped things and can't take care of the people who need it.  Could you emagin if they didn't get paid so much and some of that money went back into our economy and for the people who are in a jam.  To bad this county is run on greed,  and don't get me started on our society.  It all makes me sick.

I pray for us all,  that we all get the help we need.  God bless you and your family.

I am happy to see someone who is doing something for others,  I wish I could find something to fit my needs so I can help take care of my family and give back to people in need as well.  My God bless you and I hope you keep up the good work

I feel for you and I wish that I could help you.  I know its hard.  I wish you the best,  and God bless you!

This is my family.  We may look like happy people who have so much,  and we do we have love,  lots of love.  Unfortunatly love doesn't pay the bills.  My husband works to pay the bills and I take care of our 4 year old.  I know what your thinking "why don't you go get a job and help"  well I have bipolar and I give everything I have to take care of our child and be a wife and take care of the house.  To most this is easy but to someone who has to fight every day to be all of those things and not freak out its very hard.  I am not taking any meds because I have tryed and they make me so tired I can't be a good mother or even a functional person.  Off my meds I am a reck but I can keep my self together long enough to be there for my family.  I never know how I am going to feel and I can't stop it all together,  I can hold it in till I get a chance to be alone and let it all out.  I don't know what to do or who to ask for help.  I have applied for dissability but well that was over a year ago,  they just sent me a letter of denile.  I appeled it but who knows how long that will take.  I know there are other people out there who are hurting like we are and I know that if I could help I would.  I just don't understand how to help my family if I can work and no one will help us.  Please Please some one help us.  Every day I pray for answers,  I saw this web site and decided after visiting several times and reading some of the other letters that I would if nothing else get it out,  maybe someone can help us,  maybe someone will know what to do.  I am sorry if I wrote to much or if I seem like a whinny little baby,  but thats what happens when you feel like your life is upside down.  I can type well and I belive that if someone were willing to give me work from home typing I would do my best,  I know how to use a computer very good and I learn fast,  I just have a very hard time with the things that are so easy for other people.  I have had several different jobs and none of them lasted more then 6 months.  The ones that did last that long were with family.  Once again PLEASE will someone help us.

                                       Thank you for reading this and for the time you took to read it

                                                                                bipolarmom5638

                                                                                      Tina